Tidying up my things

From 2100 to 2200 I was tidying my things. And I got to set my alarm clock to 2145 to remind me that it's time to pack up, thus I could surf the net at 2200 and finished surfing at 2300, thus go off to bed at 2320. Else, I will sure to drag on... and sleep late again.

The alarm clock rang at 2145, and everything was still in a MESS! And e best trick is to find a place to squee all e things in and arrange them another day. Haha... That was my best move... even my mother noe abt that. Bad Habit.

Lookin at all the things, I felt dizzy and havin a headache. I cant bear to throw away things... thus will kept them for a long long time... till when I next tidy up my things, I will choose the old one, stuffs which I really not use to throw away.

There R quite some new clothes which I did not wear or cant wear and I kept them for years... as they R still so new. A waste to throw them away... and donno who wan? Finally 2day, I clear up most of them, give them 2 ga-la-gu-ni. I kept also no use le.

I tend to anyhow place my things here n there... Thus, always had to re-arrange n re-arrange them again. Else, would be a bag here n there... with stuffs all around the place. My room is so big, but someth... I jus donno where to put? Like not enough space.

Headache... Continue to re-arrange them when free.

2day at work, having happy mood... as brought forward from yesterday. Onli at abt 1700 then i felt tired... almost time to go home. The happy felin last till abt 1530, still not too bad. Hope for happy feeling tom @ work also. =)

The time is jus nice! 2301. That's all for 2night. Got to go sleep le. Goog Night, sweet dreams.

A great day out

This morning went Botanic Gardens with PrincessD and it was such fun! Took photos here and there... with the plants and orchids. They are real beautiful. Asked some yang2 ren2 to help us take photos... and they r really keen in helpin and show such pleasure. This is what I like abt them, always ready to lend a helping hand and friendly.

Saw some squirrels climbing up the tress... and I really got all excited abt it. Their actions are real fast. We tired to take photos of them, but up to no valid. Talking abt photos, the fun thing is that we got to stop, and choose e photos that we don like to delete them off, as the memory space is not enough. haha... such fun.

Was struck there for abt 1 hr, bcos of the rain. Lucky PrincessD brought umbrella along ah, else will be drenched in the rain. That time was alr very hungry, abt 1400 le. Later decided to walked to the bus-stop, as the rain become smaller. N... we took e wrong bus! Stomach so hungry... and had to froce ourselves all the way to e FC.

Finally, we can have our lunch! It's alr about 3pm++. Now our legs very suan1. We shop around orchard area, many people ah. When shopping, jus wan to find a place to sit. Sit on the chair in espirit pretend to try shoes... Haha...

Was such a great day out! If only I could enjoy my everyday as today...

Getting impatient

Was trying to change skin for this blog... wow... so hard! Finally managed to get the tag board in. I too impatient le.. the more I do, the more pek chek I am... Spent abt 2 hours... but still did not load the blog skin that I had downloaded... Haha.. very funny hor... me nothing better than to find things to make myself pek check. The main reason is that I am too impatient le.

In the morning, when I woke up, laying in my bed, I look outside the window... wow... so beautiful! The clear blue sky. I saw a outline of a heart in the sky form from the cloud. Slowly it transform into a dragon head. haha... Creative hor me.

Then, was there thinkin abt childhood days... where we will be @ ah-ma house playing with my cosuins... so carefree. Like those days, u could say jus anything... could be frank. ha.. now, as we grow older... Guess the only person who dare to be frank R those who really care and n treat U as one of them ba.

Day-dreaming about all those interesting moments...

Read my out to date Strait-Times which I had accumlated. Cut out about 4 articles for my collection! was so happy when I see that my collection is getting more.

wor... got to rush out le.. as usual... me here rushing... got to be late. Update this blog again. Bye!

I am excited about this blog

I am excited anout this blog, as it is so fun. There R a lot of things that I can add in, like a counter - to track how many ppl actually visited this page, and I can add in the tag board. Happens to view thr some other blogs, and they look so beautiful! Some as young as 15 yrs old, but they really have great creative. There is nice music loading on the background also.

In office, I am surfin the website, to find counters and to view other people blog. haha... Think bcos I like all these graphics things and programming, thus they really interest me. Give me some more time to create my blog. Tryin to figure out the html codes... but up to no vaild. So Chim Wor. Yap, I surf net at work... bcos... I am "free".

Talkin abt work, I tried hard not to talk back to TH, but up to no valid. But gald to say that I am improving. Talk back, as there is some unpleasant thoughts, feelings in my heart, accumlated thr the days workin there... Really gald that now I really slowly gettin rid of those unpleasant thoughts abt work, though @ time I still will grumbles inside my heart.

My biggest load on mind now is work. Wishing wishing hard upon a star. Hope for my shooting star.

Towards others, I can have a lot of patient... But somehow towards my mum, I lost my patient n be rude... Very bad! Got to change. Hope that she will be happy soon... that she can lighten the worries on her mind. On the surface she seems calm, but I noe deep inside she is anxious n worried. Jus endure each day.

K, got to sleep alr. Sleepin time is my best moment to recharge myself! Good night.

1st Serious Meeting attended during work

Had been working temp for so long alr, had nv ever attended any BIG, serious meeting B4. Today attended a Big meeting, where all Big Heads from different Hospital, Polyclinic, Medical Centre... etc. Wow... the feelin is so good, though I also donno why I am there for? Thus, there listenin... and thinkin... Abt 20++ people there...

I like this feeling, where people from different places, garther together to discuss about a thing that they got to standardize on. Imagine, if after the meeting, everybody get back to their own place and put in effort to do their part... It is such a beautiful thing. Team Spirit to make a piece of work successful.

Yap, to it, there are other cons in meeting also... If only talkin n talkin n draggin on... is a waste of time. Which is one thing I dislike abt meetin. Everybody must learn to accept others' comments and suggestion also... else a serious quarrel may arise. It's all abt gettin to the point and 'give n take' attitude.

After back to the office, after lunch, I am free... All thing to be done had been done. Somehow this make my day dull... Nothing to do... like without a goal... so lost. Many days... really don felt like going back. Mornin jus wishin for evenin time. The onli way is to endure n wish for my lucky star to appear soon...

To think abt it, it jus lower my moral and make my day a lazy and dull one. Only when I am very concenrate in doing a thing, then my energy is back again. There so much time to do... thus, still learnin to walk myself out of this mess that I had created, to make e day into an enjoyable n great one.

Got to sleep. Good Night.

I am Stressed

I am stressed, but still hang on there. The time when I surrender @ work, will be e time when I quit b4 findin another job.

Jus now when back home, my mum asked me some questions. But, I am jus too stressed to answer her, cos I noe I will have attitude problem e moment I open my mouth and speak... Got to change myself... real rude ah. Guess.. I am jus tired n need some sleep.

Bought a t-shirt and a pair of slipper from OP(Ocean Pacific), was nice! Somehow to relieve my stress... makin myself temporary happy at the moment.

These few days had been sleeping real late. Got to re-adjust my routinue... Good night.

Fine Day

Jus finished chatting with my cousin over the phone. She told me abt a lot of stuffs abt the previous company she is in, which I got a phone interview from them today. Somehow... I wish for a permanent job, a place which allows me to grow together with them. A contract one, after the contract end, it back to what I am doing now...

Everyday I am awaiting, wishing upon a star.

Jus now meet Jeremy @ west mall. He and his friend there... They help me to do a character test... Somehow some point really reflect me. Like, I am a person who is able to plan lot of things... but I lack the driving froce. @ times, I am very subborn also. I know that infront is a wall... but I still go knock onto it... hahaha... True. I alr knock myself into a lot of bump here and there le.

K, got to go sleep le. Good Night.

Home is the best place

Home, is the best place to shelther me from the rain and wind outside. Only here, where U can quietly, enjoy the thing that U R doing n don need to worry abt any other external stuffs.

In e morning, got a call for interview, was so happy n to realise that e place was @ ubi. Wow.. a bit far away. Thus, was hesitating abt it, and told e lady that I would think abt it and call her back.

My lunch time was thinking about it n it really make me so weak. Dislike this uncertain feeling, which I do not noe which way I wan. It's like I don like it, but still go on with it... or i like it, but dare not go forward, this type of feeling. This really drain off much of my energy. Thus, in the end, decide not to call back.

Jus now when I went pass that retailer shop, though I say I alr give up that thought, but the a bit yi2 han4 feeling still surge up in my heart. Was thinking... If I am working here, I could be wearing this nice jacket.

I had a crave for sporty clothes. Guess, femminine stuffs don really suit me well. Prefer going sport like cycling, running, swimming to shopping. Like, a day spent @ roller blade really brighten up my day! Shopping is when I need to buy thing or when I am too bored, wan to go look look see see, then I will find one day go, buy all my things at one time.

Wondering when can I have the "Just Do It" nice feeling again?

Good Night.

Happy Holiday

Today is another holiday. Such a great day @ home doing my stuffs. N it's fast that now night had come... time for bed.
Jus now was watching Top Fun, and find that those contestant, some can really sing well. When a person can sing well, no matter what song they sing, sound so nice.
I like Daniel Chan's voice. Eversince his IF album, I do not keep trackl alr.
Got to go sleep. Good Night.

My 1st Blog

Finally, I created my first Blog today. Crack my brain a LOOOooong time thinkin what should my Blog Address be... Maybe I am too much of a perfectionist. Which I really felt so, which at time causes a lot of unnecessary stress...
Regarding this Blog, I am really in a lost... I need somebody to teach me regarding the function that it provide. Now, jus created my account.. there is a long long way to go... Emily, teach me, teach me... How do U got the Tag Board one?
That day, learnt HTML from an online site. Learnt last time, but forgot alr... Now they would come in handly alr. Going to make my blog a nice nice one... But guess, that would as usual take a long long time. Haha.. Please be patient okie.
K, that's all for now... will update again. Good Night.