I gave my Pooh cushion a wash. Haha...

Wat's this?

Friday

The Friday is here le... @work, hope hat this day would not past so fast, I still got some pending suffs on hand not complete. The new month is here le... That's fast. Nice that I finished my Seg.Report queries.

Lunchime, went Suntec n later to shop there. Tried on one blouse @Dano, quite nice, but that was the last piece... Tom I am going shopping thus, let me go elsewhere to source for it.

After work, it was raining quite heavily... Hai~ don noe where to go since it is still early, as the others are not meeting for dinner. Went the shop near OG to try on their pants. Bought one pant @ $9.90. Brown colour one.

Later went Fortune Centre to da2 bao1 dinner n saw Lee J XF and Chen X MX. So qiao, everytime saw them one. N so qiao, tom they are going Orchard shopping as well. C if tom will see them or not. Bought Sushi for dinner, as wei4 kou2 not very good.

Went MRT n I saw somebody backview like Der, n kept looking at that person. When I comfirm is him, saw K beside him. So qiao! Smile to him, then faster walked ahead. They R going west side, me going east side. Wonder where they going to? Haha...

Delighted when think of my swimming n shopping session tom. =]

Personality Quiz Time

Men See You As Choosy

Men notice you light years before you notice them. You take a selective approach to dating, and you can afford to be picky. You aren't looking for a quick flirt - but a memorable encounter. It may take men a while to ask you out, but it's worth the wait.

How Do Men See You?

The week past by fast

2day is Thursday. This week really passed by quite fast... Phew~ Wat 2 wear for work tom neh? Hmmp hmmp... Let me decide again tom morning.

Had a stiff neck. When I turn to the left, there was pain. Last nigh didnt really sleep well... Few days back, I still love my pillow n bed bcos there r comfortable. Don noe y, like e pillow had become harder n harder. Ouch.

2day at work, all day long, I was working on the queries of the Seg.Report. Finally, I managed to get the figures correct. Jus a bit more to go. Tom, let me spend another half day on it. The new month is here soon. Got to clear some of my pending stuffs, else, would be real busy le...

Me ah alway on brain-storming, thinking if I need to buy anyth from 7-11, thus can make up to $5, and 2 have a Disney badge. Maybe I shall buy some potato chip there.

Had my bubble tea 2day. Yummy pearls! After work, went Bugis for a short shopping session n came home after that, thus to watch the idol show. It rainned heavily as well 2day in the evening.

I missed the Pure Chocolate from coffee bean n those photo sessions. Reading my historical postings n realised that, it had been quite a long time since the last photo session.

Half Day Leave

Morning time was delighted, I will be on half day leave 2day! Alr planned that I would come home n sleep b4 going out again. Phew~ @ work, when I am abt to leave, felt that there were still unfinished work n issues pending to understand n solve. Thinking if I sld bring he laptop home as well? In e end, choose 2 leave the office empty handled.

Yesterday, I alr planned to come home, thus cooked my own lunch with the soup that my mum cooked. Lunchtime, together with ET, we went concourse for lunch, thus, had my fav noodle. Yummy Yummy. While ET check out the Hair Salon promotion. It was near to Mr Bean, thus e pearly soya milk, but I was 2 full to buy them.

After that, went back home. On the way to MRT, so qiao3 saw K n S. These days, ET and me r quite alert abt who walked to e pantry. Haha... Someth 2 spice up the office hours. @ this hour of the day, the MRT was still packed with quite a lot of ppl.

Came back home at abt 1415, without wasting any time, went off to SLEEP! from 1430 slept till 1500, when there were a lot of bomp, bomp sound... Oh, is the thunder. Faster wake up to close the window. It was having thunder rain storm outside... I think it was e first time that I heard thunder this yr. Still, I slept till 1600. Yawn~

Discussion going on at work..

Dinner time, went e Indian Stall 2 eat my fav Chapati, but 2day I don enjoy the food that much... For work now, if possible, I hope that there would be less discussion. Recently there r quite some issues that need discussion, felt a bit... (don noe how to describe) toward the discussion le.

Later, 2 went 7-11 to buy dentist floss n soya drink to make up to $5, thus, I can get the free badge. Haha... I thought that the badge would be quite big, to my surprise, it is tiny... But the graphic is nice. Having urge to buy things, thus collecting the bagdes.

Recently, like I too pampered myself le that I always sit with my back lying on the chair, long time nv sit up straight le, that felt a bit of lazy... Must start to correct my sitting posture le. Feeling a bit blue of work 2day... But, tom I will be on half day! Nice! Will come home to sleep in the noon.

Blue blue feeling of work, till when I reached home to watch da4 chang2 Jin1 that somehow brighten my my night.I think is the positive attitude n keep trying spirit of Chang1 Jin2 that make the show nice. Must learn from her.

Talking abt tummy, every morning when I wake up, the first thing that strike my mind is the leg lifting exercise. For days I really very hardworking to do them, but to lift up 2 leg is too difficult, I jus lift up one leg by one leg. Lazy ah. haha...

2day learnt how to prevent a soft fruit from being squahed... Luo J taught me to take plastic bag n tied it tigh with air inside, thus no matter how I swing my bag, the fruit will not be squashed. Brillant idea.

K, got to go sleep. Good night.

2 prevent the fruit from being squashed.

Mon @ work n the Survey

Was feeling kind of bluez in the morning... Thinking wat to wear to work? N wore the purple top that I last bought at SeiYu. This attire create lot of images for me. There R lawyer, air-stewardess, pre-school teacher n nurse. haha... funny...

@work, time for a ponder. DL's template was nice, n asked him how long he took to complete that? He said 1/2 a day. wow... That was super fast... Me took more than 3 months to complete my report automation. Ya, One thing, mine is on n off do one... thus dragged so long... but, I really need to be more efficient le.

Tom, there would be another discussion. Hope that things would be set, thus, we could proceed on to work on it. @times, felt that there r pending stuffs... but hor, don noe what? Cracking my mind. Later to see my organiser, oh ya, correct, I need to work on this. Gald that I am slowly clearing my stuffs.

Last night, with determination, I plan to go running today by myself. While in office today, I hope so hard that it would continue to rain till evening, n that would be e excuse for me. Lazy me. After work, went Bugis for shopping with ET, wor, my wish came true... haha...

On my way home jus now, was being stopped by a lady, wanting to conduct a survey. She asked if I am walking to block XXX offered 2 conduct the survey while walking together to my block, but i insisted, "No", we shall do it outside NTUC. It a survey abt crime rates...

She told me that the survey would took 1/2 hr, phew~ looking at my watch, it was alr 2030. She assured me that it would be quite fast. Quite huai2 yi2 abt this survey in e beginning n flip thr the survey n asked her some questions. Seening that she was quite okie, thus, helped her with it...

After doing a few questions, there were lot more to go... More than 1/2 of the booklet to go... Looking at my watch, it was 2240, Cannot le, I really need to go. I wanted to rushed home for the Campus Superstar show... Flipped thr e booklet n told her, sorry I got to rush back...

She was huh... requesting that she can do it together on my way back... but I refused. She requested that she called me tom to continue on it again... n requested for my phone number... I replied sorry, but asked her to do the survey with the others, as there r many ppl coming out from NTUC.

Hurried my way home for my show... Now thinking abiut it, more thoughts came to my mind... E more I think, the more puzzled I felt. She jus took out the survey from her bag... A 30min survey, so long... N If she would to conduct the survey on the way home, in darkness, how would she managed to do it?

While outside NTUC, she requested me to put my bag down on the wall bench there while she conduct the survey, but I said it okie. After that she requested to change place with me once, bcos of the lightings... Hmmp... question mark, question marks in my mind... strange.

Thankful for the Campus Superstar, maybe is this show that save my day, or maybe is me think too much le. Let this be my experience n more alert in future. Got 2 catch my last 15 min of da4 chang2 jin1.

New Goal n @ Ah Ma's Hse

Planned to go offline at 1130, but I am still editing my blog till now... It is 1150 le. I like the cheerful gal at the side, n that would be my goal of life. To stay cheerful and optimistic.

The flower bud outside, I doubt that it will bloom, as I saw that there are a bit of brownish colour, like it is drying up... Hmmp.. sad de. Wonder when will it grow a flower bud again...

In the bus, meet 5th Auntie, so qiao2. Intially, I didnt wan to board that bus, as it would stop at the bus-stop behind, n I had to climb the over-head bridge. She bought water melon n grapes. Phew~ the 1/4 water melon was heavy...

Later, Summer came, n all the laughters came... The moment she reached, she climbed on to the sofa n sat there... haha... so cute! They jus came back from orchard, coming to Ah-ma's hse to fetch 1st Auntie back home.

Grandfather at his age, he was still very strong. He dig out a very nice flower pot to plant the shi2 liu2 ye4 that my mum brought. Later, by himself, he pushed the heavy stones outside to make place for this flower pot.

He took out the soil n pour them in the flower pot, later to plant the young plant. Next, he poke a stick beside the plant for support. I don even think of that... Realised that he is very xi4 xin1.

A nice evening. Once in a blue moon to relax n do nothing is good.

Nice Day.

Yeah, yeah! It is a saturday! Was delighted when I noe that 2day would be a saturday. Nice! I think my system alr fixed to max: 8 hrs of sleep. I woke up at 8am automatically...

Phew~ lot of dreams... Dreamt that that I am still seraching for the present of my cousin, Dream of going down the stairs when on the second storey, it is being blocked n I had to climb all the way up to take the lift instead...

Recently, I am following the show: da4 chang2 jin1. @days, when I reached home at 2250, I would sit infront of the tv to catch the last 5min of the show. Interested to noe what would happens next.

Recalling what I did this week:

Tuesday, went for a hair cut with HC @Jurong Point. Was deciding on which salon to go, n later to decide on Jantzen. I like my hair with lot of cut at the side.

Wednesday, ate Indain Chapati for dinner. Yummy! The curry is nice.

Thursday, went for dinner @Orturm. Ate the Tom Yam Soup with rice. Another yummy dinner. Me n ex-col would come here during lunch for this dish 3 yrs back. Memories again. I am gald that they r memories.

Friday, there had been 2 discussion at work going on. Felt kind of sad, when I see that I had not get any physical work done. Did not bring my laptop home for work, planned to read the paper document when I am free.

Saturday
2day my mum bought water melon again. Cos my brother is coming back home, n it is his favourite... sweet.

Monday, Monday

Slept till 0710 and I totally forgot about the leg lifting exercise... I rem abt it onli when I stepped out of my house. Monday, Monday... Morning time, was feeling a bit blue... is Monday again... Slowly, I accepted the fact that it is Monday thus, my day brighten up...

Report Template
Was working on this report template. A few more slides to add in and it's done. Managed to create a pie chart with nice colours n I like it.=]

Afternoon Conference Meeting
In the meeting room, I was sitting there listening to their conversation. Thoughts within me... Hmmp... Felt that I don have the qualities of a business person... They all noe firmly what they want, but not me. I am still easy influenced... Yap, the negative thinkings...
Learnt a lot from this conference of how the business stuffs work... The agreement between two parties must be set, thus we could minimize any disputes which could arise in the future. COOL~ Though sitting there and I did nothing, is a good experience n learning process for me.
Thanks to my manager...

Boss BDay
Lunchtime, we went buy a cake. Is boss BDay together. Me was excited about it... Like a small girl craving to eat the cake. Boss doesnt was a loud celebration, thus requested us not to sing Bday song n to wish him Happy Birthday.
It was a surprise for him. I felt happy when I think about it, giving ppl surprise. Haha... When ppl r happy, it brighten up my day also. When was the last time that I brighten up the day of somebody? Guess that was in poly ba... Long time ago, till now...

Qualification
How not to be affected by Qualification? I think it still okie for me, but my mood will still be slightly affected by this. Maybe I have the qualities, maybe not, but this word, phew~ is a word that pull me down @ times... Still learning to build up my shaken confident.

Home after work
Intially, plan to go out after work. Later, appointment canceled. Jus nice, can rest at home. Having my dinner while watching TV, felt a bit bored. Thinking if I am outside now, might felt tired, wishing for home, but now at home, I felt otherwise. Really need to be scolded ah.
Was there cutting newspaper articles for my collections while watching Campus Super star. Keeping myself occupied, I felt nice. =]

A day of leave for myself

2day, Sunday, I declare a day of leave for myself. I will be good and stay at home for the whole day. It had been ages since I last stay indoor at home for the whole day...

On sunday, if I am free, I would be going to my ah-ma's house, but today I am a bit tired... In the morning when I woke up, me was not feeling too good actually... But, my feeling slowly brighten up when the sun rise higher.

Took some photos of my small graden outside. =] There is a flower bud. I am delighted to see it the other day. It had been years since it last had any flower buds. The leaves grow, but will dried out eventually after a few days... Now, it finally become stronger...

This plant was from my last attachment place, where I took a plant stem from my attachment in charge n plant them. To count, it had been about 4 years. wow...

Cooked my own dinner in the evening. This time round, I cook mui3 fan3. I added lot of ingredients. There were potato, tomatoes, bean curd skin, vegetables, small ya2 gong3, mushroom... etc. The potato and small ya2 gong3 was nice, well cooked. Overall, my mui3 fan3 taste awful, eee... not nice. haha... failed attempt.

E little flower bud.. =]

Opps.. I forgot the name of this plant..

Shi1 Liu2 Ye4

Fu4 Gui4 Hua1

Cactus

White Hair

I found more n more white hair. I cant comb my parting to the extreme right, else all the white hair beneath would show up... Wondering y... Is it beacuse that I ate too much tibits? Or, I over-use my brain? Or I had not enough sleep? Or I worried too much?

Thinking y I don go and dye my hair? Friends alway asking me that... Thinking, thinking about it... Found 1 answer: If I colour my hair, in one way, my body condition would be camouflage le... Cause it is thr all these physical apperance of our hair, face etc that tell our inner condition. Haha.. Guess, I am a very Chinese Traditional medicial person.

Serach the website for white hair. Found a 現代中藥辭典 with different prescriptions of some causes:

1. Premature white hair caused by shenxu (kidney deficient) condition: symptoms include weakness and soreness of lower back, knees and heels, losing hair, bad teeth, tinnitus, spermatorrhea, impotence, irregular menses, dizziness, blurred vision and premature aging.
[Formula 1]

2. Premature white hair due to blood, liver and kidney yin deficiency.
Symptoms include: dizziness, blurred vision, and numbness of extremities.
[Formula 2]

3. Premature white hair due to heat in blood.
[Formula 3]

I must take care le! Wishing upon a star that these white hair will grow back to my natural hair colour soon...

Nice Saturday

Lift Leg Exericse
I slept till 1000 today. Lazed in bed and to recall the reduce tummy exercise. It was not as easy as I thought it was. It was so difficult to lift up two legs in the air... I gave up and changed to lifting up one leg at a time. Later to increase the challenge to lift up two legs together slowly for a few seconds.

Went Tiong Bahru Plaza
Replied YT's last night SMS. 2day, she is not going out anywhere, thus, we could meet in the noon at 1230 as suggested by me. But I am feeling so lazy. Felt that I should not be so lazy, thus, sms to meet at 1230 and I faster wake up to get prepared.

Feeling great
Stepped out of the house, feeling great. It was time to myself that I could travel to anywhere that I want, while the sunlight is shinning. Break the normal routine schedule that I had during my weekdays...

@Popular Bookshop
Reached early, thus, went popular bookshop. Looking at the books, the learning crave in me got acticve again. There were a lot of things that I wanted to learn. Cookbooks: To learn how to cook. Classical Books: To learn abt the olden days history n stories. Quiz Book: To use my brain to think. etc, etc.

Haha... finally, I passed YT the Birthday present le, and got mine. A Slam Dunk Jigsaw puzzle. She had alr fixed it up. Let me see when I can hang them...

Sleep
Reached home at abt 1600. Felt tired and nap for an hour. It had been a long time since I nap in the afternoon... Was feeling hot and sweating, thus I woke up. Nice nap.
When I woke up, the feelin was like a nap when I was sick. Only when I am sick, I would sleep in the daytime... Sometime it is nice to be sick, that I could sleep n rest. But, currently, I cant be sick. Lot of things that I want to do... If I am Sick, I cant enjoy the nice sunshine anymore.

Thinking about work...
Sometime wondering, Y like I am so busy at work? Phew~ @times, I reply all my sms at the same time. That y sometime me really lag alot...
Always had the thought of wanting to read some serious magazine like newsweek, which I would learn more about what is happening around the world. Now, at work, this is one of my job scope, which I find interesting. =] But... one thing, would I have the time? Later, I shall go grap one of these serious magazine to start on this journey.

The night is sill young

Hardly see me online at this hour, it's 11:44pm le! Must be something happens to me again that I am not the norm? Haha... Jus waiting for my hair to dry... feeling tired after our swim jus now...

Had a late dinner at about 9pm++, oh no... going to have a bigger tummy le. sobz... Must try out wat Emi n Fan taught, to lift up my legs high up for a few times everyday n to do sit ups.

Nice session for swim, Intially thought that we would need to postpone it as there were dark cloubs in the sky. Cel sms at this time also, jus nice, n we meet at the swimming pool for a swim.

Yes, these few days, there were quite some happenings for me:

1. Dreams that would wake me up in the morning. A blessing in diguse ah. That I managed to reach office early.
Last night dreamt abt love relationship thingy n how I felt relieved to run away from it without getting hurt. Crazy me... This dream help to relieve some of my hidden emotions...

2. Thanks to ET in the office, that there were nice sharing n chatting moments. Like, cong1 xin1 exprience and find friendship in the office.

3. After a day of work and all the busy moments... felt nice to see CG after work. Brighten up my day. N the cute green green knocking head figure. Thanks gal.

4. I got my name cards! After so many years of working, 3 years ba... finally I got my first name card. Was happy when I got it. =] 2 boxes, quite a lot... Hope that I can put them to good use.

Like mostly are the nice stuffs... but, I forgot abt the tired, sad stuffs le... But, it okie. Let it be a beautiful week. Nice that today is friday. =]

Tired... Time to sleep now. Good night.

The Knocking Head Keychain

Wed @ work

@ work, in the morning, was feeling kind of irritated. Felt that I had pending stuffs on hand, but there other stuffs coming in on hand. S came n asked me about some work stuffs... Phew~ I was maintaining my cool... But I know that my attitude was not too good.

Yesterday had a strange dream. Needed help, but the ppl around, they jus there watching show, did nothing to my call for help. I am a bit small size as compared to the bad person, cant really defence myself. Shouted loudly... n 2 guys came to my rescuse... n I think I woke up le.

Also dreamt abt my report template... Really wish to finish my report data update by today, but, with all these others quries holding me back, making me feel irritated. All stuffs of mine are quite messy... Computer stuffs n my physical stuffs. Wondering y so messy?

After work, went buy rojak. ET accompanied me, and we chat along the way. After that went bugis clothes department n I bought a shirt. Nice. New cloth for work. =]

The Monday

@work
Morning time was rushing with the data check. Phew~ Later, 3-4 emails request came in one by one... Managed to clear them n went for late lunch.

Was surprise to know that we will have name cards. Eversince I started working till now, I had not own my personal name card b4. Nice. =]

Wrote a long of to-do list for tom. Went off at 1745 to Bukit Gombak Stadium.

e 1st run after CNY
Finally, after so long, 2day went for running with emi. Was feeling happy upon reaching Gombak MRT station. Long time nv went there, the view was nice, with a lot of greenery... Jus that today, the sky seem smoky...

While on the track, I was lazy le, felt like walking. Emi stomache still run quite fast. Me was running at a okie speed, start speeding up while on the 3rd n 4th round. 5th round to slow down, 6th round wanting to speed up, but my right side pain...

Thought that with my slow speed, my face would not be red, but when looked at myself in the mirror, would so red. haha~ But it was nice to sweat out once in a while... Nice run!

Silly me...

Left home early in the morning for my class. Thinking... after that, back home, I must continue on with my work, else tom would be in a rush! Now, is not in the mood for work, thus, here I am updating my blog...

One of the Kid asked me how old am I? She asked, 38? Huh?!?! I was shocked.. Later she guess 19? Huh?!? Such a big jump of age... To my relief, must be she anyhow guess one... Haha...

Few years back, when I am 21, I am hestiating, so young how to teach the kids n be their teacher? Now, Felt that old alr, how to be their teacher? I need to be young thus to play along with them...

Felt that I really need somebody to scold me ah. Such silly me...

Saturday

Walking around in NTUC @ around 1900. Thinking of cooking my own dinner later, but I wish not to go home so fast... Shop n look around in NTUC. Grap a packet of Soya Beans, later to find a hole on the pack, n put them back. Grap another pack of biscuits, later to put them back again. In the end, I bought a big tin of biscuit and a packet of small tomatoes...

Back home, to my surprise, when I opened the door, inside it was in pitch darkness... There was nobody at home. Bad me, but felt kind of relieved... Later to cook my dinner. This time, it was quite nice. My mum was saying that she could smell the nice smell of noodles... Finally, i make it. haha...

The noodle that I had cooked

In Office...

That day, I felt sad that I bought SHE KTV vcd as I wanted a CD, as to listen to their songs.Now I felt gald that I bought that, as I could watch n listen to the songs on computer. =] I kept the 2 CDs in office. Actually I had not really listen thr both of the CDs. I busy with my work at my own pace.

ET came in on Tuesday. Briefed her thr some of the business rules n taught her some stuffs that she would use. Certain moments, I felt sad. Cos there r thing that I noe, but it was like I don noe as well... ET asked me some questions, but some I don noe what was the answer. Later to source for the answer. Is was also these encounters that I learnt new things also.

Nice to share the same desk. Is easy for me to brief her the work stuffs n there was the chit chat session. When talked abt academic stuffs, suddendly it triggered me again. Thankful that I have the chance to work here.

Work stuffs are slowly piling up again. n the new reporting period is here soon, in a few days time... Phew~ Let not think too much abt it n to manage it again when the time come.

The Drawing Session

Looking at the clock, it is 9pm. Thinking within 1/2 hr, till 10pm, I can do some drawings. After 10pm, I can come online surf net. Happily, I spent 20 min searching for my pencils n eraser...

Sat infront of the TV, flipping thr my sticker book, don noe what to draw. Finally, decided to draw the cute ultra-man. The outcome was Eee... not nice. Looking at the clock, it was 15min to 10pm... Decided to draw another cute dog within this short time n... Eee... not nice again.

In the end, I tore out these 2 pages from my A4 drawing pad n put them to the pile of old newspaper in the store room.

In conclusion... to do a thing well, we must enjoy it and not to multi-task. Like me rushing with time n mutli-task, watching the TV n wanting draw a nice picture. In the end, eeeee...

Monday

Sunday, was alr feeling Monday Blue... Planned to clear my emails on Sunday, but I felt bored, thus nv do that.. was here in internet don noe what to do also... next to watch TV... feeling down down down...

2day, in the morning was there clearing my emails... Finally, I identified the pending issues... phew~ Actually, 2day at work, still okie... not that busy... Just a bit blue... My desk plan, okiez le. Tom, then shift it. The new gal coming in tom... That's fast.

Encountered some pek chek moments on the way home... But let not talk abt them.. Back home, saw the teeth floss that my mum bought for me n the food cooked for me... felt so warm-hearted. Xi4 Fu2 de1 me... All pek chek went off...

Crazy me, I bought 2 cds! S.H.E and JJ's ablum. When I saw the free poster that they gave me... Hahahahahahaha... cant help but find it funny while walking my way home. So BIG. Wat sld I do with them?

Paste on the back of my door? Or inside my cupboard? Hahaha... Like it was back to my secondary days, idol times...

KTV

Went Orchard for KTV with cousins. Thought that I would be late n left home at 1245 n I reached super early, at abt 1340. Nice KTV session... now I still wish for it... to sing n relieve my emotions n stress.

Night time went border to source for books... There were still quite a lot of ppl there at this hr - 2300. Had a great laugh bcos of the choosing of books... haha~ Me bought a Russian language learning CD.

Later my stomach super pain, cant walked straight. Evening time alr like that. I ate something wrong. Don noe if it was bcos of the cumcumber that I ate in the morning with an empty stomach that was causing it.

Really cant walked any faster... n me n HC took a cab home. Haha~ called for a cab, n a mez cab came. Lucky day...

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It's Friday!

Last night, I stayed till midnight to update my blog... Thought that 2day when I wake up in the morning, I would be real tired... Surprisely, I felt okie n somehow, it was like better than other days... Maybe was bcos my emotions had been cleared? Maybe bcos I had a good night sleep? Or maybe bcos 2day is Friday! I also don noe the reason. haha...

I recalled, when I felt sad on a particular day, the next day, the down feeling would either continued or I would feel nice. Don noe is it that the next day was a friday that I felt happy? haha.. don tell me that for most of the days, I felt sad on Thursday?

In the morning, thinking of the things that happened yesterday, told myself that I don want to be so silly... worried abt nothing... A lot of things in office could make me worried, but I don want to be so free n crazy to take them for my burden. The sad/tought moments "ding ding" triggered me. haha...

Realised that a simple way to break the silent in the morning was to greet good morning... Seening their happy face also brighten up my days... Sometime when there came no response I would be taken a back. I would felt bad that I am talking to thin air... there came no response... Learning not to have such negative thoughts...

Recieved a phone call from my cousin that brighten up my day as well... Long time nv contact during office hr le. haha... Chatted for a while... Once again, those fun moments was back. A phone call of work came in, thus continued with work again.

2day was still okie, not tat rush... Finished my report template in the morning. Noon time was there figuring out how to create the break X-axis graph... Later, Pat breifed me thr the reports that was to be handed over to me. His excel skills r good. Found a lot of new ways of creating new features from his template.

That time, when I heard that Pat was also doing the automation of this report, I don felt good. It's my task for this automation and I spent so much efforts on doing it, but he was doing his automation... Which would mean all my hard work would not be recognised n wasted. But now, I had changed. This hard feeling went off. Guess it was something for me to be gald abt... Anyway was okie, as long as the effect is reached.

The desktop was moved to my desk. The new gal would be sharing the desk with me for a few weeks... No comments abt that... Jus felt strange that another person would be behind me all day long in the office n perhaps is staring at my every moments... But, maybe she would felt even more uneasy sitting there... Let me think how i would move my stuffs for a more comfortable location.

Chatted with Pe after work... that was the time that I felt at ease to shut off from work stuffs n to chat... Nice that Pe was here, thus I would not be lonely. =]

My homework later is to figure out the database business rules, thus I could have a informative handover to Dap next week. Also, to draw my office desk plan. haha... (Like my cousin sia.. she drew her room plan.) Tom would be going KTV with my cousins. Happy happy... Saturday is here soon... =]

Great 2 be home. =]

2day was not a happy day at work. Having some "dispute" with Car. She ignored me. N I don noe what was the real reason behind it. This surged some bad encounters that I experienced at my last workplace years ago... n I felt so miserable... I felt so bad n went off to the toliet! That my pi4 nan4 shou3 in the office.

Later 2 think back... like I got some thread of this coldness feeling from her... Lunchtime, she approached Jo_l thus, I purposely went off early with another 2 interns. Though I felt this situation very funny but when I think abt it at that moment, I still felt miserable. Afternoon was having a headache partly because of this.

Put my yahoo message - Headache. Later the yahoo messenger hung, thus it shut down automatically. Dap emailed me asking y headache... but nv told her y, jus said is 30% work. A habit of mine that I don talked abt the bad situation to somebody who noe this person as well, unless we got the same encounters... strange habit, that thus onli me noe.

Thanks to this yahoo breakdown that an email was recieved from Car asking y headache? This broke a bit the silent that we had for today... n it was abt to go home. Felt gald that I could go off from office le. After I left the office, I felt great. But, don noe y in the day, I jus felt so miserable.

Bad encounters, that at times, I am afraid of making the first move.. I am scared of the coldness from a known person... etc etc... When I am super quiet, that is the time that I might felt uneasy n not too good... It take time to build up my condifent again...

Now, to be back home n updating my past activities n thoughts, I am feeling relax. Bottom line: It is great to be home!

Grumbles again...

It had been quite some time since I grumbled so much about work... Now, I began to grumble abt them again... There had been a lot of grumbles.. that I grumble to my cosuin thr email... but now when I wanted to recall wat I was angry abt, I can rem in exact details...

Guess, is good ah, that I don rem them.. haha~ but at the particular moment, it was unbearable... Learnt one way out, that was to walked off to the pantry, or to the toliet, no matter how busy I was, to take a break. I would feel must more better when I am back at my seat again.

The moment I sat on my chair, there was chunk of things that I need to complete. Felt half-basket for a lot of work stuffs, as I am always jus clearing n clearing tasks.. but not really understanding why it should be this way... phew~

A little that touched...

Went for lesson... While walking from MRT to lesson, saw Xu J and her son... Later wei yu ran over happily looked at me n asked, "Do you still rem that time we played Jigsaw puzzle together?" After hearing my reply, happily he ran faster ahead...

I was surprised that he could still rem that, as it was quite a few month back... n I felt that it was nothing great, jus playing Jigsaw puzzle with him. He was onli 5-6 years old ba, if I am not wrong. In my heart felt kind of touch though.

Learnt that a little, though small, but unknowingly it could touched somebodys heart n brighten up their days...

Change of work scope

There is a change of work scope for our department... Actually, felt the tension, although none of us said anything... Intially, I supposed to take over the report that Dap was doing, thus it would be shared between us, and me working as the backup. Now, I would be working with the new gal.

Dap exchanged with Pat. Cin Remain. Some of my workscope being passed on to Dap, and Pat passed me some of his. My main thing would be working together with the new gal. That day after my 1hr discussion with manager, was feeling gald n a bit down as well.

Gald that I had cleared some of my thoughts... Manager knew that I hope to further my study... maybe study full time n asked me abt it... Since we touched on this topic, thus cleared my doubts with her. As in realistic life, the qualification mean quite a lot...

Manager explained that during interview time, yes, most ppl would look at that, but when u are in the company, that will not be a big factor for consideration. As now, it is the experience that count... She advised that if I am not rushing for it, I could take up a part time degree at my own pace sometime later, as she believe that I could gain more work experience n that would help.

Knowning abt my new work scope... It was nice that I would be touching on new thing. Will be passing on the database n ad-hoc request to Dap. Actually felt kind of handicap with this arrangement... as playing with data n ensuring that they r clean r actually one of my stronger point...

A bit of hesitation... Out from the meeting room, I am still thinking abt it. But on second thought, I cannot be so selfish. Touching on new thing, which was a great exposure, I cant have this thought of wanting new things to come my way, but cant let go of old things... Thus, accepted the fate that all these things would be passed on to Dap.

Thanks to my manager for this plan.

These few days had been rushing for the new layout of this new report. Hopefully, it would be completed soon... There had been stress for everybody... but, hope that it will be of a good cause...