Assignments

Finally, I finished my FIN301 ECA! This time round for the video, I took less than an hour and just with a try of 2 records to complete it! A load off my mind... However, there is still one more IT assignment to go... Thankful, it is database assignment, someth that is not so strange to me.

The video, still I felt that it is better to hear my voice then to watch the person in the screen. Haa. Last module for this video recording, I see the face on the screen, I realli felt like beatin the person in the video. Now, I can accept myself in the video, as it slightly better, doesnt look so stress n tensed up. Guess, practice do make perfect n we r improving everytime we does the same thing.

It was like marathon.. Wed till Fri after work to work on assignments, with Fri n Sat staying till midnight and wake up early morning the next day to cont again. Realli felt like giving up, don do le.. So xiong... The journey of completing the task is tough... When completed it, it is realli a load off my mind... Where there other things on my mind to clear de.

Realli felt like going out de.. but being bug down by assignment. Sat, call off a dinner with MD friends n KTV session which was pending. Realli felt like going out yest sia. 2day initially meeting Emi n Fan, nv meet le, thus i use this time to work on assignment. After this IT assignment, I can relax a while b4 the next marathon is here...

Sometime, felt like throwing everyth aside... haa... As too disturbing n busy le. However, all these allow me to improve myself each time.. To be discipline, to plan my time well, to be patience that I must do one thing at a time, to endure in time of difficulties...

2 day workshop

Went to Tai Seng for a two day workshop. For 4 taxi fare, it cost up to almost $200. Every trip is about $40 plus. Phew~ In these 2 days workshop... actualli I was wishin for some sms still. haha.. Nvmind. Yap, serious stuffs, a lot of things abt work to learn n digest. The second day bread was quite nice!

A 4 simple word "L.O.V.E"

Was reading online blog... read abt the encounters in love. The anxiety, the missing, the hesitating, all sort of emotions. Realli so strangely that there are all sort of emotions within. Realli hope to understand y this LOVE, 4 simple letter word will bring about so many feelings n emotions? haa, but i don understand. Fate? Maybe it is a density that we go to go thr ba.

The person felt like sms-ing, msn-ing, ask the other person out, but scared to do that. As sacred that will give the other party misery. One sided love is realli torturing. Did a lot of silli thing for the other person. Yap, it is true that if we does a lot of things without expressing, ppl would still not noe. Feeling w/o the expressing is jus feeling within the person. Care w/o showing, ppl would still not receive it. Actions speak louder than words.

Missing a person, you would realli wish that you will receive their sms, or call, or a ask out. Your every thoughts will linger around the person that U r missing. Some guys jus don understand that these little simple things of sms-ing for a concern actualli mean a lot to a gal, which will brighten up their days. If guy, for the fun of jus wantin to disturb the gal, thus with sms or msn, i rather the guy not do that.

Without any sms, without any call out... this mean nothing. I am lost in my own world. I was once being said of being too sensitive that now, I lost the judgment to judge if all these things/encounters is more than friendship or jus for fun? Yap, it seems that it is just for fun. Saw a sms in his hp, that realli sadden me. Another gal sms him saying it is nice chattin to him... etc etc. After so long le, y am I still being bothered by it???

I am realli just very very tired. Everyday, trying to fight this emotions. Time to put a firm stop to it!

08Aug 140808 Marche Poly Frenz

After so long, finally we met out. Thanks to Fannie for organizing.
Had a nice chat/gathering with them. Felt very comfortable, like being back to the fun days of chatting in poly days...

Jus a pity that it is a Thursday, next day it is a working day, thus need to go home early. I also craze to go home early, as I am tired.
The camera man Benny is missing from this foto. ~