Failure is a step closer to success!

Friends r like Angels who lift us up when we had forgotten how to fly...
had funz, gatherin at Chen j hse. somehow, it seems like it was CNY. lolz. Mornin session, was there preparing the stuffs for cookin! I was there boilin e potato! Yap, tryin my hand on e patty again! This time round, I made 2 different type. One with normal potato, corn, mushroom, e other one with lot of oyster mushroom, which I wanted to make the chewy bite. The oyster mushroom one, was quite wet n I had to add lot of flour in it.
I used to be very stun off when I heard abt working in area at Raffles Place or Tanjong Pager. As, there lot of white collar ppl working there n it's very crowded! Giving a very stressed up feelin! Especially when you see so many ppl at the mrt station, squeein here n there for the esc or stair case! Till when I was there... my thinkin some how changed.
Had a great time catching us with old classmates. Playin Taboo and have a great laugh with great funz. After tat went for chill out with some of them. Some chats abt Sec Sch stuffs. Didnt realise tat I still rem quite a lot of the little n silli stuffs. lolz. @ least it's a worries free gathering. e funz times, schooling days, which I had once experienced.
Xin1 qing2 de4 up up, down down is terrible. The worried and anxious mind. The main thing drive down to the insercure feeling baz. Bcos, of uncertainy, not knowing wat lies ahead of me... will i be like this for long? realli thankful to the encourage from some nice ppl ard me! Chattin with them realli make me felt better.
actualli was feelin kind of stressed up. Have my own stand... normally when i am being short-change, I wont voice out, as it's oki, peace n harmony is wat I look forward to. Would onli stand up, if i saw tat other ppl r treated unfairly. However, now it seems a little bit too much. Desipte the odd against me, I would still stand by my values. However, when i look back, i seem to lost my bearin... especially when it was prolonged. Realli kind of long le... Wat sld i do? Not knowning if till then, would i stay have the courage n strength to react?